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    May 02

    Life Is A Mystery

    Life is indeed strange someone who knew my dear late brother, Larry, found  my space.
     
    Larry has been dead this many years and recently I have lost someone else dear and near to me.
    I have the comfort of knowing that one day we will all be together.
     
    Lucie Elizabeth Ann
    November 14

    Lost Children Of Parents whose Rights have been terminated

    Lost Children of Parents Whose Rights Have Been Terminated

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    Please don't take my child away from me. Give me a chance to be a mother. Don't judge us because we are disabled, black, white, yellow, or red. Give us what we need to keep our children with us so they don't become a lost child or a throw away child because they can't live up to their adopter's expectations.

    Please don't make us make the choice between our husbands, wives, and children and we choose our spouse we will lose our children.

    Adoption is a vile act and vile act that makes millions of children dysfunctional each year with adoptive child syndrome.

    Give us the "true and natural" parents a chance to raise our children. Don't judge us because we are poor, ecomonically disadvantaged, disabled.

    God does not approve of adoption, he never meant to have families separated.

    Give the "true and natural parents the ones created by God and Nature a chance to raise our children and dont' turn our children in paper orphans.

    Widow By The Lake

    Exiled mother: A natural mother who has lost her child to adoption solely because of her age and/or lack of support, information or resources. An unrecognized mother, she has been thrown away, banished and discarded by her parents, the adoption industry and society, who deemed her unworthy to raise her own child.


    What does the Bible say about adoption?

    "THE WICKED SNATCH FATHERLESS CHILDREN FROM THEIR MOTHER'S BREASTS, AND TAKE A POOR MAN'S BABY AS A PLEDGE BEFORE THEY WILL LOAN HIM ANY MONEY OR GRAIN" --Job 24:9--

    May 12

    Ma Coeur est fracture

     

     

    Je suis maison aujourd’hui parce que Je faire ne pas avoir pour aller dans ma santé mentale programme Je Suis joyeux environ elle.

    Je se sentir cruex quand Je aller la et voir tout le autre client la aussi que se sentir la même chose que Je faire.

     

    Je conté ma santé mentale conseiller que Je vouloir ne pas être queue après ma 51st anniversaire que être Juin 14.

     

    Elle étais ne pas très joyeux environ que Je conté la hier

    Aujourd’hui être Vendredi et Je Suis aller pour essai pour travailler dans ma livre.

    Je avoir pas plus pour dire tantôt.

    Je pleurer tout nuit parce que ma coeur être fracture parce que ma famille a’ faire pour me.

    Comment une personne aller en vie quand le plus de important chose a’ étais prendre de la Dire me.

     

    Lucie Elizabeth Ann

    May 09

    New Information on Historical Romance Novel

    Nuef Actualisation de Ma Roman Historique de Romantique

     

    Aujourd’hui Je avoir une appeler de une si les éditeur qui être concerné en édition ma roman historique que être plus de une roman d’ l’eau de rose historique.

     

    Je encore avoir deux éditeur concerné en ma roman historique de romantique.

    Une être offre me mieux services ensuite le autre une être et elle sont les deux les comme mais une volonté permettre me pour avoir plus graphique feuille ensuite les autre éditeur.

     

    Ma   deuxième concerné donner me plus aimer Je vouloir recevoir vingt libre reproduire de ma roman historique de romantique.

     

    Les questionnaire plus être qui une pour prendre.

    Ma roman historique de romantique être venir au long pendent que bonn pendent elle pouvoir.

        

    Je volonté continuer vous actualization en chose alors que Je apprendre environ elle seul.

     

    Lucie Elizabeth Ann

    April 05

    Back to The Secret Garden

    I just ordered the sequel To The Secret Garden which is called Back To The Secret Garden. which is a wonderful movie.
     
    I would recommend it and it is very unexpensive on VHS over at http://amazon.com
     
    I am writing a manuscript for a historical romance novel based on the characters from the Secret Garden which will be published I pray by the end of next year by Xlibris Publications.
     
    It is called Collin and Mary: A love Story.
     
    You can read my first story Return to Misselthwaite Manor over at http://authorsden.com/karissaannelowell
     
    The first of many chapters.
     
    Lucie
    September 20

    Dear Cousins

    Dear Linda and Denice:
    I often think of the good times we had together in Alexandria, Virginia.  It all came to an end when one by one of us took off and went our separate ways.
    First, Denice you moved to Florida. I had from you up in 1974 and then I correspondence ended.
    Linda and I were more fortunate. I was her matron of honor in March of 1981 and she was my matron of honor in June of 1981.
     
    We had such fun, Linda. Remember Rudy Richards.
    I miss those happy days. Sometimes I think back and I am thrown in to a time warp I don't belong in to. I belong way back when- when we were all together.
     
    Those Happy Golden Days of Our Youth.
    I remember all the Star Trek Stories I wrote for so many.
    Sharon, Denice, Debbie Meeks, and you Linda.
     
    I started to write them again. I am a hopeless and incurable romantic.  I live for romance and that feeling to feel good again. To feel special. I am not talking about sex.
     
    I hope one day you come across this MSN SPACE and you know it is me that is writing this.
     
    Somehow you will reconnect me, both of you. Before it is too late. If it is not too late already.
     
    Some of my happiest memories are when we were together.
    Skipping school to over to see Doug Daily in Maryland, remember that one, Linda. How cute he was and Blonde hair, blue eyes, and how he let me down due to Sherry Kennedy.
     
    I hope we are able to find each other one day very soon.
    You will both know that I am thinking of you.
    We are grow old now. You just turned 53, I just turned 50, and Denice just turned 49.
     
    Somehow I hope we find each other again. So we can all live out  those happy golden days again.
     
    You two are forever in thoughts.
     
    Your Cousin,
    Lucie Elizabeth Ann

    Lost In Time and Lost In Translation

    This a new pix of me. I took it today. I think this is a pretty good webcam pix of me.

    I have to go to my program at 1 p.m. for my job readiness classes.

    I look happy in this picture. It is all a front. Deep down inside I am not happy. I have been thrown in a time warp and trying to get back to a happier time in my life.

     I want to by pass 1973-1977 all together and go straight to 1978 when I met Roy. I want to think of the time Roy and I were happy. We loved each other and my miserable excuse of a family I.e. especially Anna Etters destroyed our lives. All three of us were destroyed: Roy, Rebecca and me. She did not care if we were happy. She was one of those fucking child savers. She saved Rebecca from nothing.

    Rebecca now lives in extreme poverty. Living on SSI and a partial work check. Living off of $80.00 worth of food stamps and a rent subsidy check to help her pay her rent . If she was not getting that that she would not be able to live at all.

    I want to go back to that time when I was happy. I could smile. I could laugh. It so long ago. 22 years ago and I am not happy now and I will never be happy again.

    Harold Covington made sure of that and so did my rotten sister, Anna Etters. They both deserve themselves.

    I am just a shell of a person. Lost in the translation and trying to get back to a happy time in my life.

     

    Lucie Elizabeth Ann

    August 28

    Sunday Ramblings

    Today what can I say about today. I got up, showered, dressed and went to Sunday Mass and afterwards out to McDonald's and had lunch.

    This is a good picture of me which I took with my webcam.

     

    I hope that my first ex husband, Slime Ball, HA Covington finds this picture and I want him to realize that  I never ever loved him and only married him to get out of my parent's home.

    I loved our son, MY SON, Georgie, but never him.  I want him to know the only husband I ever loved was ROY LAMONTE MOCK and he loves me.

     

    So sit back HAC and ask yourself did I make you look stupid.

    Fuck Yes. Got you bastard.  Watch your step. You have made many enemies out there and they will bring you down.

     

    Lucie Elizabeth Ann

    August 27

    ALWAYS BY PHIL COLLINS: ONE DAY ONE DAY WE WILL SEE EACH OTHER AGAIN

    ALWAYS BY PHIL COLLINS
    DEDICATED TO THE ONLY HUSBAND I WILL EVER LOVE.
    ROY LAMONTE MOCK.
     
    Dreams will all come true
    Being here with you
    And time will fly
    Caring each day more
    Than the day before
    Till spring rolls by
    And when the springtime has gone
    Will my love linger on

    'Cause I'll be loving you
    Always
    With a love that's true
    Always
    When the things that you plan
    Need a helping hand
    I will understand
    Always, always

    Days may not be fair
    Always
    But that's when I'll be there
    Always
    Not for just an hour
    No, no, not for just a day
    Not for just a year
    Oh but always

    Days may not be fair
    Always
    But that's when I'll be there
    Always
    Not for just an hour
    No, no, not for just a day
    Not for just a year
    Oh but always

    Until forever is through
    Until there's just me and you
    Always
    Oh always
     
     
    LOVE FROM ALL MY HEART,
     
    Lucie Elizabeth Ann
    August 25

    MY ONE PRAYER LORD
    I pray every night and day that the Lord will give Roy and I a second chance to be together.  My heart is so broken . No one can mend it.
    My family turns against me and sides with Virginia CPS and they ruin three lives not just one life.
     
    What did I ever do to deserve this. Roy and I never hurt Anna, Ron, or their children.  Yet They turn against Roy and me.
     
    Destroying three lives with one stone.  That fucking judge should just cut our hearts out of our chests.   No one had a conscience than and no one has one now.
     
    Oh Lord, please give us a second chance before it is too late.
    I will never stop loving Roy and Roy will never stop loving me.
    Oh Lord, please please give us another chance.
     
    We were meant to be together.  My family is miserable they love misery and company loves misery.
     
    My heart breaks as I write this weblog to place in my MSN SPACE.
     
    I LOVE YOU ROY. I WANT US BACK. I WILL DIE OF A BROKEN HEART.
     
    PLEASE LORD ANSWER THIS ONE PRAYER AND I WILL NEVER ASK FOR ANYTHING ELSE AGAIN FOR MYSELF.
     
    A CRYING AND DEPRESSED,
    LUCIE ELIZABETH ANN
    August 24

    Remember Our Wedding Day

    Remember when we were married on June 27, 1981. It was the happiest day of our lives when we walked down the isle at the Annandale United Methodist Church in Virginia.  We had the idea romantic wedding and we were happy until Fairfax County CPS got involved with our lives and our marriage.
     
    My sister betrayed us, and our whole lives were destroyed because of families who did not want to see us happy.  It is true, misery loves company. We did nothing to my bitchy sister, Anna. She turned against us as to come by a child saver.
     
    We never have a chance to be happy with everyone interfering in our lives, our marriage. Our first and only chance to be truly happy.
     
    Years come and go, we still love each other.  I hate my first ex, HAROLD COVINGTON, but if had not been for the chain of events that bought us together we would have never found each other, ROY.  I still love you and you still love me.
    If we could only find each other again.
     
    I cry so much and I hate so much. I hate my sister, for destroying our one chance for happiness.  I hate for destroying our marriage and family.
     
    You had no trouble accepting me for what I am.
    You loved me just the way I was. Unlike that Bastard, Harold A. Covington.
     
    If we don't find each other in this life.
    We will find each other in the here and after.
    I will love you forever and unto eternity.
     
    You are the only man I will ever love that I married. 
     
    I hope you will find this post one day.
    I love you!!!!
     
    A very depressed,
    Lucie Elizabeth Ann
    August 21

    My Message For Two Trouble Makers

    Message For Two Trouble Makers: Anna Etters and Harold Covington
    Dear H.A.C.
     
    I hope you find this journal entry at my http://spaces.msn.com/members/june14baby
    I am sitting here and because of you I will never love again. You sucked it out of me. You destroyed me and any potential of loving again.
     
    Why didn't you just stay out of my life. Why could n't you just leave Linda and I alone.  Why did you marry me?
     
    One day you will come across this entry and ask yourself these questions.
     
    Between my sister, Anna and you-you have destroyed me. I will never love again and I will never trust again. I will never give my heart to another man.  This is what you have done to me.
     
    The rest of this is for my worthless sister, Anna Etters. You destroyed three perfectly good lives, a happy marriage, and took the love of my life away from me.
     
    Today, Roy and I can not move forward. It is too hard. Today Roy and I can not even forgive you for what you did to us.
    You destroyed three lives with one stone.
     
    I will never admit to anyone you are my sister. My sister is Teresa. She has been here for me more than you.
     
    Harold and you deserve each other. Ruining lives as you go along.
     
    I hope both of you find this journal entry. I have nothing hate in my heart for you.
     
    I am not worried about H.A.C. other of our political group will deal with him.  It is I who will deal with you.
     
    You both destroyed me.
    Lucie Elizabeth Ann
    August 19

    News and Reflections

    News and Reflections
    First of all, I have now completed Three Star Trek Romance Novels.  One can be read over at http://home.earthlink.net/~familyrightsadvocate just in case any one wants to read it.
     
    I went to Trilogy yesterday. My appointment was for 9 AM and I was 30 minutes late. I have hopes that they will be able to place me in a part time job doing office work.
     
    The place is not bad and all. I am doing it voluntarily.
    I have placed my profile over at http://Udate.com and http://match.com and two gentlemen seem to be interested in me.
     
    One is a little older than myself and one is about nine years younger than I am. What is an age? Just a pair of numbers given to you due to the year you were born.
     
    I will post any thing definite about them.  As we are just emailing each other via http://match.com
     
    We will see what we will see.
     
    I do need some excitement in my life. Right now I am getting more and more depressed once again.  I have download a lot of good songs from the bygone century.
     
    I guess I am just an uncurable romantic at heart that wears her heart openly on her sleeve.  I am probably just opening myself up to more hurt and pain.  Am I am someone who enjoys pain and suffering? Hmmm, I don't think so.
     
    I am not a material girl. I don't seek anything accept love me for what I am from a guy.  I can not be bought or sold, or wined or dined. That is a turn off for me.
     
    What I need to see must come from deep within and I am not talking about SEX either. I am talking feelings, emotions, not caused by testosterones and overactive sex organs.
     
    Romance comes from the depth of one's heart and soul.
    I am an aimless dreamer.
     
    Do I belong in this century? No, I don't. I don't belong here. I belong in the turn of the 20th century.
     
    Wonder how some people make it living in this 21st century.
     
    Anyway, I am dinosaur. I live for romance, passion, and affectionate.
     
    Lucie Elizabeth Ann
    August 08

    In Loving Memory of Benjamin L. Wesso Jr

    IN LOVING MEMORY
    OF
    BENJAMIN LAWRENCE WESSON JR
    BORN  DECEMBER 8, 1944
    AND
    DIED ON AUGUST 8, 1967
     
    Has it been so many years ago you left me, Larry, my dearest oldest brother. I remember the day they called to say you have been killed in Rock Springs , Wyoming.
    You were on the way home to do the honorable thing. You did not make it home.
     
    How old was I then? Just twelve years old. I still can remember that night when I heard you had been killed in auto accident.
     
    I remember going up to kiss you good bye and I told you we would see each other again in Paradise.
     
    Thirty-seven years have came and gone.  I remember you on your birthday and remember you are the day you died on August 8, 1967.
     
    Thirty-seven years you were called home. I am still waiting for my  time.
    Until then my beloved brother, I know John, Jenn, Rocky, and Grandma are watching over you.
     
    Larry, please take care of my son your nephew for me until Our Blessed Mother, puts him back into my arms forever.
     
    I love you now and forever
     
    Your grieving sister,
     
    Lucie Elizabeth Ann
    July 31

    News for 7/31/2005

    Good Bye  To July. It is the last day of July.  I made it through this difficult month.  I am glad it is over and done with.
    First of all, Frank and I attended Mass and Father Grogan delivered the Homily today. We had adoration for the Most Blessed Sacrament of The Holy Eucharist.
    Afterwards Frank and I went out for brunch.  I came down with irritate bowel syndrome.
    I have been working on MY STAR TREK NOVEL, which I had renamed "Stars In Their Eyes."
    I think it is coming out very well.
     
    I have dedicated it to  all those Star Trek dreamers.  
    I have dedicated it to  Linda,   Denice, Sharon, Debbie,  Ross, Esther and Ned and To The Star Trek Fan  Club of T.C. Williams High School classes of 1973-1974 in Alexandria, Virginia and the teacher that agreed to be our sponsor, Mr. Berman.
     
    All Star Trek fans are hopeless romantics at heart. This is all we have is our dreams.
    Tomorrow I have to get up and go out and pay bills and  on Tuesday, I have an appointment with
    my therapist.
     
    The first week of any month  all the way  up to the eighth of the month is busy for me.
    I will return to work on my  Star Trek Romance ASAP.
     
    It will only be released after I have proof read it and made all corrections.
     
    Live Long and Prosper,
     Lucie Elizabeth Ann
    July 30

    Weblog For Saturday, 7/30/2005

    Saturday Weblog
    First of all, it is 5:50 PM central standard time. I finally got this damn computer running again.
    I have had some problems with my Windows Media but it is doing ok for now.
     
    It is a nice warm day in Chicago. I received no mail from the USPS and I am glad. I have been working hard on my  Star Trek Romance Novel and I think it is coming along very well. I can not say when it will be  ready for  WWW publication. I need to proof read it, edit it, and then re-read it.
     
    I have listed my favorite Star Trek  Episodes and have given the appropriate Musicians credit for using their lyrics and songs  in My Star Trek Romance Novel: Love Amongst The Stars.
     
    I give thanks that the Lord My God has lifted my writer's block for the time being. However, at some  point in time I have to clean up this apartment, continue to paint it, and take care of Frank and my cats.
     
    I hope one day, that Linda, Denice, Debbie, Sharon,  and Ross  will stumble across my Star Trek Novel online and know I think of them often.
     
    I  think about those Happy Days.  We are all growing older . I hope one day we will be able to find each other and have a reunion.  
     
    Have a great weekend!!!
     
    Lucie  Elizabeth Ann
    July 28

    News For 7/28/2005

    First of all, today is Thursday, 7-28-2005, and it is one of those cloudy days in Chicago.
    I had made mention I was working on a Star Trek Romance Novel.  This is ever so true. However, I am having some difficulty with http://openfiction and having my wrote posted over there.
    I have had to go back several times and redo the chapter and it not show up.  I have had to delete  "Where No Love Has Gone Before" and I have begun "Love Amongst The Stars" my replacement to Where No Love Has Gone Before.
     
    OpenFiction is overseas and comes from the United Kingdom. It is not within the US and no wonder why I am having trouble with getting my novel published on line.
     
    My autobiography is over at http://openfiction.com under my Penname of DiamondGirl1955. It is not available yet as I have not made it available for the public to read.
     
    Once my Star Trek Romance is completed and I have revised and re-edited it. I will then make it published to the those who are Die-Hard Star Trek Fans.
     
    I will also publish this Novel over at http://tripod.lycos.com for everyone to read.
     
    It made be two long to publish over at http://freestoriescenter.com as well.
     
    I perserve and continue to write my Star Trek Romance Novel. The first of many I hope and pray.
     
    So Take Care and Live Long and Prosper,
    Lucie Elizabeth Ann
    July 27

    Reflections for Wednesday, July 27, 2005 and Update on Star Trek Romance Novel: Where No Love Has Gone Before

    First of all, I just got off the phone with the Illinois Department of Public Aid in which I was checking on my state medicaid card. I was told that a batch was already sent out via the United States Post Office and a second batch would be sent out tomorrow.
    It must take two days for things to get sent between Springfield and Chicago.
     
    Next, My Star Trek Story: Where No Love Has Gone Before is coming along very nicely. I have written seven pages for Chapter Two: Rivaries and Flowers.  I have introduced into the storyline my cousin, Denice Lynn White.  She will either become Spock's love interest or Mr. Scott's love interest. I have not decided which one as yet.
     
    I have also wrote my autobiography over at http://openfiction.com  and my pen name over at http://openfiction.com is  DiamondGirl1955.
    I have not made my Star Trek Romance available to the public as yet. I am want to complete the whole Romance Novel  when I do.
     
    I will also place it over at my authorsdens.com writer's site which is http://authorsden.com/LucieAnnalenWesson
     
    Today is one of those nice cool days here in Chicago.  I picked up the mail and last night Frank and I went shopping.
     
    I am very busy with my Star Trek Romance Novel: Where No Love Has Gone Before.  Unfortunately, I can not share photos . They have a price to do this by upgrading my membership.   Eventually, I may try this for six months.
     
    Until then, please check out my newest photo over at
     
     
    Live Long and Prosper,
     
    Lucie Elizabeth Ann

    Update on Star Trek Romance Novel: Where No Love Has Gone Before

    First of all, it is a brand new day. It is early Wednesday morning at 12:11 AM central daylight time.
    I am busy at work with the Chapter Two of My Star Trek  Romance Novel and I think it is coming along very well.
    I don't have an estimate time when it will be ready to share with Star Trek Fans in particular the ones that I have dedicated Where No Love Has Gone Before in the first place.
     
    I am dedicating this Star Trek Romance Novel: Where No Love Has Gone Before to the following persons: Linda Lee Flemming, Denice Lynne White, Debbie Meeks, Sharon Staley, and Ross Woodward the III.  They all were die hard Star Trek fans with me.
     
    Unfortunately, I am no artist and http://openfiction, premium service requires a fee to use to post pictures.  Maybe at some later date I will do that.
     
    I still can fall back on http://angelfire.lycos.com to post pictures and also http://tripod.lycos.com as well to add pictures as well.  I also have a available to me
    http://authorsden.com/LucieAnnalenWesson as  well and I can use my xanga site which is http://xanga.com/gemini_1955  as well. 
    Currently my favorite sites are mentioned above and not to mention http://freestoriescenter.com which is a great place and my author profile may be seen under Lucie Elizabeth Ann Wesson.  Sometimes I spell my middle name with
    an E at the end and sometimes I don't.
     
    So please be patient with me.  I have not and will not forget to update my various MSN SPACES or Xanga sites.
     
    Live Long and  Prosper,
    Lucie Elizabeth Ann
    July 26

    Reflections and News For 7-26-2005

    First of all, I know I have not been posting regularly on my MSN SPACES. However, I have begun to write Star Trek Romance Novels once again.  I am in the process of writing Where No Love Has Gone Before: A Star Trek Romance Novel.
     
    I will not forget about updating my various MSN SPACES and writing about all the news and developments that are taking place in my life.
     
    First of all, if there is any writers or authors out there and you don't have the money for http://writing.com or http://authorsden.com, might I recommend http://openfiction.com.
    It is totally free and you can also register to open up a http://deardiary.net.
     
    I might also recommend the following free web-sites with plenty of writing space. Please go to http://angelfire.lycos.com or http://tripod.lycos.com and register there to do your writing.
     
    Might I also recommend http://freestoriescenter.com and it is totally free and all.
     
    The good thing about http://tripod.com you can add pictures and etc.  You can also add pictures and html on http://angelfire.com
     
    I found out that http://writing.com allows you to write just so many stories than you have to pay to use the site.
    There is a one time annual fee for http://authorsden.com though.
     
    My writer's block has lifted for the time being and I will be concentrating on my Star Trek Romance Novels one at a time.
     
    I want to dedicate My Star Trek Romance Novel to the following people: Linda Lee Flemming, Denice Lynne White,
    Debbie Meeks, Sharon Staley, and Ross Woodward the III and to all the other Star Trek fans I grew up and shared the experience of being a Life-Time Trekkie.
     
    I hope this MSN SPACE, is found because I dedicate this first Star Trek Romance Novel to the people above.
     
    Live Long and  Prosper,
     
    Lucie Elizabeth Ann